Following Him

We are nearing the end of our original visa and with COVID happening African countries aren’t interested in granting work visas for the time being.  So…

Two weeks ago we prayed about flights home and at that time there were still flights scheduled out of Kenya…but the govt hadn’t yet updated their restriction forecast. Autumn and I both felt we needed to be ready to leave by the 21st.  We thought it would be on the flight with Kenya Airways, but last Friday the govt continued the flight bans until early July!  So, no go on Kenya Airways, but we still felt like God answered our prayers and wanted us ready for this week. 

So, we kept packing and getting ready.

We felt like the Israelites getting ready for the Exodus. God said to make bread without yeast because they wouldn’t have time for it to rise. Be ready so you can leave at a moment’s notice.

Then two days ago!! At noon I was notified that the British Embassy has a flight for UK Nationals leaving TZ on Wednesday (today!).  The flight had extra seats available and the UK embassy passed the word along to the US embassy to see if there were Americans interested.  I had only two hours to respond to the message. 

A few hours later of waiting for a response back, we received word that we have a seat reserved for the flight.  We’ll made a quick flight to Dar es Salaam yesterday and will get on the flight to London this morning.  From London, we’ll fly back to the US.  Hopefully, we’ll be back in Montana within a week.

We would have not been able to get on this flight had we not already been packing and preparing to leave.

An amazing answer to prayer and an exciting exercise in learning to hear God’s voice.

It’s odd to end the 2-year journey 1-year early, but it was very clear it was time to come home.

We still have some Africa mission work to do once state side. Evan is still working on a tech project for incoming missionary training.

We’re not sure what will come next, but we are certain who we follow.

From beginning to end the whole journey has been about this one thing: Follow me.

More to come.

Passover & Resurrection

our simple Seder

Each year the Stewart’s celebrate the Passover in someway.  Sometimes we prepare a Seder meal, other years we read the Passover story (in Exodus), and sometimes we focus on the Last Supper and talk about how Jesus taught the full meaning of the Passover.  Whatever we do, each year we remember what God has done in the past so we can meditate on what he is doing in the present to prepare for what he will do in the future.

This year Abigail asked, “Dad, why are we doing Passover?  We’re not Jewish.”

That’s a great question!

You can celebrate the Resurrection and not focus too much on the old tradition of Passover.  It’s easy to mistake Passover like it’s a supporting character in the story of the Crucifixion and Resurrection; to think of it as just the setting of the story, some old thing happening in the background. Certainly the Passover was the setting of the crucifixion story, but Passover is more than a setting of the story; it’s an important piece of the story.

The pre-Christian Jewish community and modern non-Christian Jewish community place great emphasis on the Exodus as one of the greatest, if not greatest, event in Jewish history. The first Christian community, who were Jews, put the emphasis on the Resurrection as the greatest event in history.  The Christian Jews didn’t forget the Passover, rather they knew the resurrection was the fulfillment of the Passover.

The Passover in Egypt was a taste of what would come.  It cemented in early history that God had chosen a people to whom he revealed himself.  God destroyed the mighty Egyptian empire and that mighty empire humbled for the world to see released the Israelite slaves. It forever reminded the world that God is a god of wrath and great mercy.  Sin carries serious consequence but grace is given freely. God has a people he calls his own and he desires to have relationship with people.

Just before the exodus occurred, the Israelites slaughtered a spotless lamb as the Passover lamb. They then took the blood of the lamb and put it over their doorways. The death angel of God (representing his wrath for the sin of Egypt) passed over any door that was covered with the blood of the lamb (representing God’s merciful, undeserved grace).

It was no mere coincidence that Jesus was crucified on the Passover holiday.  Nor was it mere allegory that he taught that his blood was the key to salvation.

“each year we remember what God has done in the past so we can meditate on what he is doing in the present to prepare for what he will do in the future.”

Passover is more than a thematic setting of the crucifixion.  Passover is the introduction to the resurrection.  Anytime Jesus or the Apostles spoke of him as the Lamb of God (see John 1:29), or spoke of his blood, or salvation from sin and death, they were intentionally making connections to the original Passover and exodus from Egyptian slavery.  Jesus preached to Jews, therefore each member of his audience understood the imagery and significance of the Passover.

Anytime he referenced blood or the lamb he was saying something like, “You know the greatest event in the history of our people Israel.  Get ready, the greater event, a Passover for the whole world is about to come. And you can be apart of it if you cover the doorway of your life with the blood of the true Lamb of God.”

To answer Abigail’s question I said, “Well, while we aren’t Jews in the national sense, we are members of the family of God in the spiritual sense.  Jesus and the Apostles taught that whomever believes in him as Messiah is like a wild branch “grafted into the tree” of God’s family.  Even Gentiles (non-Jews) are considered Abraham’s offspring once we follow Jesus as Messiah.” (see Romans 11:11-24, Romans 9:8).

The Stewarts are Gentiles who have joined the people of God.  We can celebrate the Passover because it is a remarkable event of our larger family history.  But more importantly, as Christians we can celebrate what the Passover foretold.  We see the hand of God not only in a far ancient historical event (the exodus), not just in a nearer past historical event (the crucifixion), but also in the full thread of time – past, present, and future.

The Crucifixion and Resurrection is like a lens that gives clarity to the work of God throughout history.  Jesus wasn’t kidding when he said he came to fulfill the Law (Matthew 5:17).  He came to fulfill the whole story (Luke 24:25-27).

Whether or not you celebrate the “Jewish” holidays you can celebrate the providence, love, and power of God throughout history and in your life.  He is active and he is actively saving people and calling them into his family.

Have a blessed Passover day as you prepare for Resurrection day.

Faith in his work gives us joy in all circumstances and inspires us to go where ever he asks us to go.



“Behold”, by Hillsong Worship, is one of my favorite worship songs.  It is so rich and deep in the wonder of God.  Every time I listen to it I feel like the fuzziness of life becomes more clear when I stop and “behold” the wonder of God.

Listen to this song and see if it changes your perspective for the day.  Maybe the song isn’t your preferred music style, but listen to the words.

Behold the wonder of God.  Behold the love he has for you.  Behold the victory of his power.

When life gets fuzzy, pause, take a breath and behold the clarity such a wonderful God gives.